waving bye
I must quickly preface this by saying that I AM NOT LEAVING! I am simply moving. I have so much negative stuff that I can't let go of as well as the personal mistake I made when I chose this new username (it's not just that I don't like it anymore, it's something that I'm not able to share at this time). I just need to start anew. I'll keep editing my story and moderating this community and doing everything I have done for the past four years on a different account, which I will create in a moment once I'm all done with everything. It just feels right to do so at the moment, as I've been considering it for a while now. I feel like it's going to allow me to be more honest with myself, too.
...and I need to learn how to let go.
As I said, I'm…
NON-sadpost: Wow
Ok ok guys ok so as of about five minutes ago i just got the idea of a silly and wacky animal jam story (i dont even play animal jam that much anymore but so much of the lore and concepts have spun themselves into lone ideas and parts of other ideas and are trapped there forever) WHERE, bear with me, this is a whim that probably isnt original at all, there is this Man of indeterminate species i havent gotten that far yet who is a hitman or soldier turned hitman or whatever. and in This Universe we have the Highly Offensive Racial Profiling known as Greely Evil xd Plot Twist except in reverse. so all of the main alphas are evil except greely. evil cosmo. evil graham. evil liza. evil sir gilbert. Evil Peck (trademark). and they are going to …
GOD it hurts
consider: having the motivation to carry on with anything for more than, like, a month
I REALLY wish i had that right now. i dont even have to do anything since school is starting in a week and there were no summer assignments and i feel better, good, better about myself and everything but i .,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you se...e.....
i wanna WRITE again.... i wanna write and feel whole and inspired like i. occasionally used to instead of spiraling into The Void and just wandering around the house and watching youtube and playing nothing but botw all day (this has happened for most of the summer. it's been an okay summer i guess but i've barely gone out unless prompted nd now i'm wishing i had gone to all those places i had dismissed f…
KILLA QUEEN
3 hours. 3 blessed hours I have spent listening to this cursed song, Killer Queen by Queen (starring Fred Silver, the guitar solo man, two other males). truly a wondrous achievement, one the likes of humans with actual lives and productivity have not yet achieved before. I am The Killer Queen Champion. Bask in my glory, mortals. I am a beeltle god among average Queen-listening beetles. I am one with the stars and the moon. I will conquer this earth with nothing but love for Killer Queen and some magical bombs. I have ascended physically, intellectually, emotionally, socially, environmentally, and spiritually. I am an invincible force of power. One day sometime soon I will die and go to heaven, and when that day comes all of the county will…